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Sae Abiola's avatar

I’ve been there, and I know how it feels. I felt this so deeply especially the part about the hormone injections. That journey of timed scans, medications, and emotional highs and lows… it’s something I can truly relate to. Reading your words brought back memories of how much is quietly endured the waiting, the hoping, the fear of doing something wrong. Thank you for sharing this so openly. Behind every date and detail is a heart holding so much. I wish I could give you a deep, comforting hug right now. Sending you love and light through this tender in-between.

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Janki 🌻's avatar

Sending you nothing but love dear 🙏🙏

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Moorea Maguire's avatar

So sorry you had to go through this, Janki.

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🙏🙏

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Notes from Pelle's avatar

Heartfelt , emotional and profound.

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🙏🙏

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Fred Van Riper's avatar

This is a beautiful and soul-wrenching share and I just wanted to say thank you.

Thank you for being able to put to words both what no one should ever have to and what everyone needs to at some point.

Grief is deep, heartbreaking love. And perhaps the most human of human experiences.

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Janki 🌻's avatar

🙏🙏

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Gabbie Douglas's avatar

What a moving story Janki! I’m so sorry to hear you went through this but say amazed with your courage to share it. Well done!

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🙏🙏

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Neel Patel's avatar

Felt this deeply. Have always thought I’m unshakable but this one did shake me. Love and hugs to both of you.

It’s a beginning of something a lot better.

You know what to do when you need anything..

- us

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Janki 🌻's avatar

Thank you for everything 🙏🙏

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Alicia Joyful's avatar

I wish I could hug you. And thank you for sharing such an incredibly vulnerable and raw moment of your existence. You put all of this in such a beautiful way. The honoring of your body, the experience, and the 9 weeks this souls experience needed, this is so brave, so beautiful and I am sure really hard even in all of that. Just sending you so much love.

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🙏🙏

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Janey Thompson's avatar

'There are no words - so here I am , not saying them' 🫂

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🙏🙏

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NOLLAGE | Noga Avital's avatar

I feel you. Love and pain all together 💜

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🙏🙏

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Anjali Krishnakumar's avatar

Beautiful and heartbreaking share, Janki!! Sorry, you had to go through this, but happy in a way to think the lil soul chose you over any! <3 All in its divine timing maybe! Sending big hug, and lots of love! You’re sooo string and bold to share this! 🫶

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🙏🙏🙏

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Jennifer M. Maki's avatar

Janki … simply holding space for you at this time, tenderly. This was a precious and powerful tribute and reflection on so so much. May you feel love surrounding you, holding you in every moment. 💜

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🙏🙏🙏

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JamPac-Ed's avatar

Janki, thank you for your brave sharing. Your story-telling not only honours the life you deeply cared for and continue to love, it honours all lives who have come, so briefly into being and gone again, by giving them voice. May they all be seen and heard, loved and cherished 💫

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Janki 🌻's avatar

🙏🙏🙏

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Darcy Dudeck's avatar

Reading this brought tears to my eyes. I’m so sorry for your loss Janki 💜

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🙏🙏🙏

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Alexandra Lais's avatar

Lots of love to you Janki 🤍

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🙏🙏🙏

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Anouk 🩸's avatar

Hi Janki, Thank you for sharing this so openly. It's still such a taboo and unfortunately the hard truth many woman face, the loss of a child. It's brave to write about that and I image also healing for others going through the same. I wish you and your partner much love, time to grief and grace moving forward.

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Janki 🌻's avatar

Thank you for the work you’re doing. It’s more than needed today, to guide women back to their nature and health 🙏🙏🙏

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Billie Moon's avatar

This pain is far too familiar. I tried for 5 years, with IVF, before I had Lissie. I cannot imagine the pain you're going through now, but know that you'll not be broken by this. This is an initiation rite to motherhood. You're strong enough to go through this. Sending you so much hugs and love, Janki.

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Janki 🌻's avatar

Can’t imagine your pain. Sending you nothing but love dear 🙏🙏

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